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"I do hope I’ll make the necessary changes, so I can get away."

What do you see as the necessary changes?
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sounhappy Sep 2022
Soon my mom and aunt will have caregivers. That means they won’t need my help as much. That means I can have less contact with my mom.

But the only real decision, change, is whether or not to cut contact completely, or at least reduce contact to almost nothing. But I want to ensure I can still talk with my aunt. The difficulty is that they live together.
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So:

Have you read this thread?

https://www.agingcare.com/discussions/elder-mom-is-miserable-nasty-hateful-person-145470.htm?orderby=recent

It's more than 10 years old. You might find some comfort in the fact that (a) you are NOT alone and (b) it's not you.
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sounhappy Sep 2022
Thanks! I started reading now.
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I look at this as your not coming so much here for help but your hashing it out with us. You know what you want to do and have implemented some of it by backing it off. You want confirmation that you are on the right track. Yes, you are on the right track. Your Aunt sees that what Mom is doing is not right and she tells her so. So, will she really be surprised when you break off all contact? Can you not call her on the phone? You can send her cards. Just let her know she is being thought of.

What are Moms and Aunts ages? Mom is a double amputee, is this caused by diabetes? If so, Mom is going to continue to have problems caused by diabetes. She will be in the hospital at some point or at a doctors appt, thats when you sneek over and see your Aunt.
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sounhappy Sep 2022
Thanks!

I wrote because I’m so unhappy. I’m also hoping, searching, for ways to deal with this. Suddenly maybe someone has a great idea and I can implement it.

“So, will she (aunt) really be surprised when you break off all contact?”

My aunt won’t be surprised, she even suggested it (so as to protect myself). But neither her, nor I, want to break contact with each other.

“Can you not call her on the phone?”

They live together, both housebound. Calls must be on speaker phone, very loud, hearing problems. No privacy.

The amputations weren’t caused by diabetes.

“She will be in the hospital at some point or at a doctors appt, thats when you sneek over and see your Aunt.”

That’s exactly what I do.

My mom is in great health; she’s almost never at the doctor’s.

Returning to the original problem (she lied: accused me of stealing), that topic is over now, because it was very easy for me to disprove. I’m sure other allegations with follow.

I know that if I don’t walk away, it’ll never stop.
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Yours is typical, common post, daughter abused by Mom, yet expected to do everything and take abuse for it, and son, who does nothing, golden boy.
I feel sad about how many daughters are put in this impossible situation and put up with crap. Why?
Because, it is expected.
I say over and over again, nobody who abuses caregivers deserves caregiving, it is care and giving, what do we receive in return? Rhetorical question.
For those who abuse other arrangements are possible, hire caregivers, go to facility etc.
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sounhappy Sep 2022
Thanks!

I agree, my situation is very typical.

“For those who abuse other arrangements are possible, hire caregivers, go to facility etc.”

I organized caregivers. It’ll start soon. But what do I do? This:
Someone will have to check on the caregivers once in a while. My brother won’t. That means I will? That means more contact with my mom.

Someone will have to deal with other issues that arise.

I’d like to have very little (or no) contact with my mom.
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Sounhappy,

Your mom mentally fit? Pfft!

What you've described is toxic behavior. No need to wonder why, no need to look for motives. Ultimately, it makes no difference. Lying is immoral, wrong, toxic, poisonous. Protect yourself by going no or low contact. If circumstance throws you together, practice "gray rock" around her. If you don't know what gray rock, is, do a search here or an online search; you'll find plenty of information.

You can't change your mom but you can change how you respond to her toxicity.
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sounhappy Sep 2022
Thanks!
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"Someone will have to check on the caregivers once in a while."

Cameras.

You can have the care giver agency set up a meeting with the care givers prior to them starting. During this short meeting -take a couple notes, their name, get an impression, let them know what to expect and what you expect be done specifically, how thankful you are for them and mention the cameras- even if they are never installed.

It can be a help for the care givers from being accused of stealing or whatever new target your mother picks - to have it recorded showing them doing nothing but honest work.

You can get your aunt to agree by saying you want to be sure that they are safe and the care givers do not get sticky fingers or something to that effect.

I live over 5000 miles from my father and have motion cameras that allow me to see every movement (but not the bathroom kind!), if the grass cutting got done, etc. if required.

In the last year I have only reviewed them for one short moment when a shelf was knocked down "by one of THEM looking for my money" in the garage. He did it and the care giver was standing near him watching over him.

Thankfully it has never been an issue, since we have a wonderful set of care givers. It took a couple tries but found a set that work very well with my cantankerous father.

Getting some space and time away from the hurtful untrue things will help. You are doing your best and the best for you is to get some breathing room.

You know you are an honest loving soul who is not stealing.

You know that.
Let that be your shield and your sword.
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sounhappy Sep 2022
Really, thanks!
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This sounds harsh however this is how it sounds to me.

As long as you continue to put up with her abuse, you are unconsciously telling her that you are okay with her behavior towards you. Therefore, there is no reason for her to change her behavior towards you.

I think you have 2 options since I’m assuming you’ve already gathered the courage to give her timely feedback when she does something you do not like: 1) get help from a professional therapist to guide you through a change 2) give her a warning of 2 or 3 more times of potential no contact, then go no contact for say 2 months. If it happens again, extend no contact for 3 months.

Before you do option #2, please talk it over with your brother so that he understands what you are doing and why. He doesn’t have to agree with it, he just needs to know why you are doing it and what you are going to do.

If she totally is fine in all health, then she should be able to swim in the ocean of life without biting the hand that is trying to help her.
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If she is mentally fit and taking care of herself, why are you involved? Do you oversee her paperwork or bills? Do you take her shopping? Do you have access to her money and bank account? (A joint acct with a parent can be very helpful if you suddenly need to take over paying bills.) Something is making your mother think you might be accessing her money.

It is not uncommon for mothers to take daughters for granted or to see them as competition and while adoring sons.
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My mom, who depended on me to mange her household could no longer live alone. I found her dehydrated and confused. I brought her to my house to recover and I thought live. After she recovered, she flipped out, screaming I was abusing her and Help! Help! Please call the police. She is hitting me! She wanted to live any place but my house. She got her wish, I took her to assisted living. I do not feel bad about it at all. Step away from your mom. Let your brother handle her.
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Just walk away from her and NEVER look back. You DO NOT deserve to be treated this way. Once you walk away she will then become aware of how valuable your assistance was to her.
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You'll probably get some useful advise here on how to deal with the triangulation that you're caught up in with your mother and brother.

I can only offer my empathy because I've been there too. My brother would be in my mother's ear about me - this is historical - and she would in turn, give me a hard time. She adored him - she supported him when he barely worked because of his addiction to alcohol.

Sometimes I would push back against them and that would only serve to make things worse.

Some things that my mother said to me during the triangulation period that I wrote down in 2016!
I was jealous of her relationship with my brother.
I have always been resentful because I think he was given more than me.
I was always the one who started any hostility.
She will be gone before long. (she's still here and going strong)
I'm too sensitive and have always been too sensitive.
I was just as bad as my brother when growing up. (not true)

So, lots of criticism and guilt.

In 2017 I brought her to live with me - she was 90 years old at the time, and the triangulation dynamic moved with her into my home and remained until my brother passed away in 2019.

I'm saddened that it took my brother's death to end the toxic triangle. However, when you have two people who are comfortable in that dynamic, it's almost impossible to fix it.

All of that to say - I understand and I wish you the best.
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I think your mom is a narcissist as is your brother. Your brother is the golden child and can do no wrong. You are the scapegoat child who always tries to make things better. I know this from my research of the same treatment. My mother was verbally abusive and controlling to me my entire life. Prior to her death, she was in the hospital. I had taken her because the golden child didn’t want to deal with rush hour traffic. Once the family was all gathered around my mom’s bed, my mom started screaming at me, “Get out! Get out!” I was so stunned and hurt that my back immediately seized up as i walked away bent over in pain. This is the last memory I have of my mother. She didn’t die that day and not for a year more, but this memory was so hurtful, it seems to override the good memories I have. That day my dad, sister and BIL gasliighted me and said I overreacted. To save yourself, I would recommend walking away and seeking therapy. It’s hard. It’s especially hard to accept that your parent never learned how to love and has no inkling of how to express it. Do the research. It will open your eyes. Your life will change but in a good way. I wish you the best!
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Lizhappens Oct 2022
There’s a good book out there called “forgiving your parents, forgiving yourself.” by Dr. Stoop. It talks about the dysfunctional family, FAMILY not individual, relationships. I agree with others that you are involved in a relationship where you’re willing to accept abuse. That is not healthy. And I don’t think getting advice on how to have a good relationship with someone by asking your brother is a good idea. That’s a manipulated relationship too, just a horse of a different color. as long as you stay involved though, always cover your ass, like the bank statements, that was good.

OK, true confession time. I have played this game. Where you keep thinking, it’s not that bad, you go through the whole bunch of scenarios in your head where it could’ve been different, where you made the slightest error and so it must be all your fault, that you have to be the good daughter, the good sibling, the good moral person who puts up with this behavior, etc. etc. I could go on and on. I was, and you are, lying to thyself.

Stop it! When I did get to the end of my rope I did cut it off and walked away but a lot of damage had been done in my heart, soul and mind. and for nothing. My bad for letting it go on so long. Lol! I just put myself down again. I gotta forgive myself and let it go. Very slippery slope that habit of blaming yourself for everything.

So again I say stop it! heed our good advice & get help. find the grit to walk away and reach out in your soul to God to help you and to the healthy relationships you DO know that exist. The work is up to you but you can do it. Think about the energy you spend putting up with a negative relationship. You have that same energy to turn and make it go down a new street to help yourself. In itself it proves you’re strong enough to do it - just push it in the right direction. You are worth it. And God WILL help you, trust and believe, and let others support you on your forward journey. ☺️
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Narcissist get meaner as they get older, there is a paranoia about people taking their stuff across the board.

If you Google the aging Narcissist you’ll find some interesting info. Generally they’ll pull you into something you can’t win, like trying to get gum off your shoe it only gets worse the more you mess with it.

It’s how they entertain themselves when life slows down and there is not as much supply as the old days.
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You: "Not a single strange mental thought."

Your sentence tells me that you're in denial. Have you ever seen the "Mommie Dearest" movie...................a strong representation of a psychopath.

The only solution is to disconnect so that you don't confuse abuse with love. Please set yourself an appointment with a Psychiatrist who can educate and medicate if it is indicated. If you continue to engage with a psychopath, then you are a willing victim.

It goes against human nature for a parent to be abusive, but it happens and children grow up to realize that they really were abused children. Time to move on and allow yourself to explore what happiness means to you; don't cheat yourself out of that experience.
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Hello: I would not take any bullying or other mistreatment! Any certainly no accusations. What evaluations besides no dementia or no other mental issues does her doctor come up with?? Any medical conditions that require help?
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I haven't the time to read everyone's entry or your every possible reply so forgive me if I only echo someone else's ideas.

Have you asked or figured out in what way, in her mind, you have accomplished this theft?

If she explains, for instance, that you take a check out of her checkbook then don't enter her home anymore and visit her at a coffe shop or stay in your car and tell you'll take her shopping, if you really must.
I wouldn't.

This is a dangerous woman to you. She may report you to the police one day. Imagine having a police report for the rest of your days. Even an accusation.
If you don't protect yourself, you're silly. If you don't recognize that this is, again, dangerous, and stinks, you've got some deep and serious digging to do in your mind.

You have to seriously look into why you think you must eat poop, dangerous, insulting, childishly evil poop, then boy, your mom is exactly only half your problem.

You are self-flagellating by dealing with her. You can stop this dance with this monster dance partner you seem to need. Some people enjoy or think they deserve or will gain points if they only endure one more slight, one more punch.

(Btw, to those who think I think that such a thing is actually enjoyed, come on. It is in a way, subconscientiously. There is great satisfaction in receiving any kind of contact. It's classic. It is not an obvious thing).

Your unhealthy relationship with your mom is a gnawing terrible itch that worsens if scratched. It will never go away with continued scratching. Put ice on it sweetie.

I knew a lady who's mom treated her badly, and also loved her bum of a son.
The mean mom had herself an unattentive drunk mom and so she hated females and unconscientiously took out her hatred of her mom on her daughter.

You are the one who needs help. You have to wake up or you will damage your relationship with your children. Maybe your mom has already screwed you up so badly already that you can't imagine loving a child.

Learn from you brother what it takes to have a great relationship with your mom. Tell your mom that there is nothing you'd like better than to have the kind of relationship that she and your brother have so you will emulate him.

It's only going to get worse.
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sounhappy Oct 2022
Unfortunately, it turns out you’re right!!!!! (Not the part about me enjoying it). But this:

Correct:
“This is a dangerous woman to you. She may report you to the police one day. Imagine having a police report for the rest of your days. Even an accusation.
If you don't protect yourself, you're silly. If you don't recognize that this is, again, dangerous, and stinks”

(She hasn’t reported me to the police. But I feel she’s capable of anything.)
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sounhappy: Perhaps your mother's mental cognition needs reevaluation.
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Mom is wanting your brother more involved. Tell him you aren't doing things correctly and he's gonna miraculously drive up in the driveway to help her. You know it won't happen, she wishes it would.

Sometimes you have to have the 'mean game' conversation. You tell her you are not willing to play it with her. Tell her that you showed your brother all of the documents to prove you have not stolen anything - and - you're pretty sure her mind is still good enough to know that you had not done anything like that. Tell her that it really hurt you bad that she would tell him that...and say 'what if I told family members that you stole money from me'. How do you think you might feel about that? Would you be hurt? Would you never speak to me again? Give her time to think a little and give an answer. If she deflects, bring her back around to the question without raising your voice are engaging in her off the cuff remarks.

Ask her why she would accuse you of doing XX when it is not true. Wait for her answer. Then ask her if she has any sort of care plan than she would rather have instead of you helping. Allow her to answer.

When the conversation has gone as far as it will, close with you wanting to put that behind you. And let her know, if there comes a time that you do not want me helping you, tell me what you plan is and I will help you go in that direction.

If she's mentally with it like you say, it may be that manipulation was her only go-to tactic to try and get your brother involved. Mothers do like the strayed sheep to return to the fold and sometimes hurt others in the process.
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I think, unfortunately, you tell her how you feel. She apologizes or doesn’t. Then you get to decide to go find peace. Let your brother “ help” her. You can disappear and tell her until she is kinder and treats you right, you are done.
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Thank you everyone for your help.

More stuff today. My mother is evil.
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Spend some time without your mom to consider which tasks she is capable of doing, which tasks you are doing, and ways that may minimize your involvement in "trigger issues" (like finances). If she is mentally competent, please consider backing off on some of the things you do that she should be doing herself. Try autopay for most of her usual bills. Try grocery delivery services, housecleaning services and yard services (coming from her finances, of course) to free you up from those chores. Use your free time to develop relationships with healthy people who love and nurture you.
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I now think that any past kindness of my mom towards me, in my life, was fake.
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I am not a psychological professional at all. But, I’ve had to learn, the hard way, about narcissistic personality disorder (NPD) and the abuse, triangulation and scapegoating that come along with it.

You sound as if you come from a similar situation. Not surprising. Many do, actually.

One of the things you need to look at, is your own future. Although caring for your mother isn’t about what inheritance you may later receive, you should be aware that, often, a narcissistic parent will either leave the scapegoat nothing, no matter how much they’ve put into that parent’s care or they may die intestate, which may mean that you and your brother will inherit 50/50 and that’s if there is anything left, after any debts. While you may attach emotion to it, you may be the only one. She isn’t, your brother doesn’t sound like he does, and the state will simply go by the numbers. If you are a scapegoat, you may have been alone and on your own, for quite sometime, without ever realizing it. This will not improve, in your mother’s advancing age. NPD o my worsens and my experience was one where, if my mother had any dementia at all, NPD surely gave it a run for it’s money. Look out for yourself. If you must, in order to save your sanity, you may need to allow your mother to become a ward of the state. You will inherit nothing then. But, you will be able to keep your mind and your life.
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sounhappy Oct 2022
Every word, every comma you wrote, describes perfectly my situation.

I must learn from your experience, warnings.

“If you are a scapegoat, you may have been alone and on your own, for quite sometime, without ever realizing it.” 

I never realized it until I read your sentence three times.
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I recommend that you do some reading on the website Scapegoatrecovery.com and learn about FSA, or Family Scapegoating Abuse.
The dynamics are pretty much the same in these situations and it’s a very toxic and debilitating phenomenon that the rest of the world has trouble understanding. Scapegoats typically end up being lifelong trauma victims suffering from C-PTSD who were given a family role of being the “bad one”, the one to blame, the “problem”. In small communities, this often extends outside of the home and into school, law enforcement settings, health care, the community only sees what the perpetrator wants them to see, an incredibly humble, engaged, loving and compassionate parent who wants to “help” their child, seeking to diagnose and treat problems that aren’t even there sometimes.

Im caregiving directly in the middle of this family dynamic and despite this being a second home to me since I was a young teenager, my bf is the scapegoat and his mother is probably one of the most sadistic and twisted con artists I’ve ever crossed paths with. We’re constantly falling victim to her gross manipulations and attacks. She’s robbed us repeatedly, right under our noses, caused a criminal record from a young age my bf didn’t deserve when he actually needed a savior and removal from the home. Look into the concept, you may find some answers there. Don’t pay any attention to those who seek to invalidate what you’re experiencing. This is a very dark non-family setting that most couldn’t imagine if they tried. Parents are supposed to love you and nurture you not seek to criminalize you from early childhood for their crimes and wrongs.

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Ask her why she would accept help from someone who is stealing from her.

But seriously, cut your losses and cut her off.
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Boy, if you are financially stable, I would say - “ See you later, bye bye! “
My father treats me like sh*t and I have been caring for him and my mother for the past ten years. My mother has been ill the past three ( severely) going to doctors appointments back to back and in tremendous pain, so I was waiting on her hand and foot and then we finally brought hospice in and she recently died. And now I’m left with my father who is a complete a-hole and let me tell you he is a nightmare he is just an awful man he is so unkind and tells me I’m stupid if I could get out of here I would do so in a minute flat but I’m not financially stable. I would leave him in a nanosecond. He’s 90 years old and a walker needs help, but he treats me like sh*t so unkind heartless, my mother, and he left the house to me and he’s told me that I don’t deserve it And I told him fine go against what Mom wanted and give it to my brother who’s been lost for 30 years I said I don’t care. I’ve told you I don’t want your money and I don’t he’s told me I don’t deserve it and I’ve been here all along not my sister not my brother me , so if you’re financially stable girl, I would run and not look back and I would not feel bad. No way go live your life and be happy.
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sounhappy Nov 2022
I understand you. I hope your situation is getting better!
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I have almost the same situation. I walk on eggshells around my mother. She is mentally competent but almost deaf. She sabotage’s me constantly. Most recently she repeated an apology I made to her & stated it was me being mean & making her feel guilty. I intentionally made her feel bad with an apology? She literally makes me sick to my stomach. Fortunately for me I had a witness this time. My teenage son vouched for me. If it wasn’t for him I would go crazy dealing with her! Usually she gets my brother in on it & then they both gang up against me & gaslight me to the point I want to die. I will not apologize to her for anything ever again!
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sounhappy Nov 2022
I understand how you feel since I’m in the same position. Protect yourself: have witnesses, document things. If you feel it’s appropriate, have a doctor evaluate her.
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Cut her off. Do something healthy for yourself. Block her calls and let the favorite deal with her. Visit her at her funeral and be it the last time you see her.
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I am in your shoes. Doctor is starting to wisdom her fitness but she refuses to be tested and says it's just my way of trying to lock her up in a home forever.

I took a step back from my mom and didn't reply to her for a couple days and it seemed to help. Praise when good, ignore when bad is an old parenting strategy that seems to work on adults.

ForThanksgiving she said come, make her a plate, then not come, then I never loved her, then how she told the nurses I didn't come because I'm a cruel daughter. Then she never wanted to see me again, then called at 6a.m. asking when I was on the way, then 8, 8:14, 8:27, etc...

I'm with you on the abuse claims and the crazy manipulation. I've hired a therapist and she suggests cut ties. Much like you, I'm torn. Taking a day off silence though has really helped. Fill them up for attention, then plan two days just for yourself. Turn off the phone. Go to a park or museum weather permitting, do something that makes you giddy.

When I did this, magically my mom was surrounded by friends and others. She survived (not without blaming me and accusing me of lies, but she'll always do that)... at least I finally got a reset so I don't lay in bed crying.

Hope this helps.
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sounhappy Nov 2022
Same kind of manipulation on my side. If I do this, she’ll accuse me of that. If I do that, she’ll accuse me of this. They want to make you feel horrible no matter what. They want to destroy your reputation.
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