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Hi everyone. Long story that I will keep short-ish. After being estranged for several years, about a year ago dad and stepmom contacted me. His kidney disease reached end stage, he wasn’t going on dialysis, and wanted to come visit. Then stepmom says she can’t take care of him. I agreed to have him come live with me and my family as they live 1,000 miles away so, I can’t help him there. Expected he would pass within months. I don’t want to offer money for them to hire care because I can’t really afford it and I don’t trust her to not just take it for herself. Being far away, I couldn’t verify it was being put to proper use.


Dad comes up and I get him set up with docs. No sign of recurrence of the bladder cancer that damaged kidneys. Kidney function poor, but not showing severe symptoms. Arthritic knees and in poor physical shape, had a few falls. He is happy as a clam because apparently his wife was making him miserable; we are nice to him and mostly leave him alone. He can sit around all day watching TV. My sister lives nearby but they remain estranged. His wife lives alone but off of their full, combined SS checks. They have debt and no assets except some home equity. I am taking care of nearly all his living and medical expenses but he does have good insurance from a prior employer.


A few months in the trouble starts. He is hospitalized with an infection (uses a nephrostomy permanently so prone to this). Shortly after release he is back in hospital with both onset of uremia (hallucinations) and abdominal pain that turns out to be a colon stricture. So emergency dialysis and a colostomy, yes now all of his waste comes out in bags. Took a few months to recover from surgery and he receives dialysis now.


After he came up we had talked about dialysis and his reasoning for not wanting it was flimsy. “I have cancer.” No you don’t. “We can’t afford it.” I’ll pay for it (his out of pocket max for a year is only $1k). “I wont have quality of life.” You just go there and sit and watch TV, the same thing you’re doing anyway. I needed to hear him say that he was ready to die, but he wouldn’t say that. I feel his wife didn’t want him hanging around on dialysis so she convinced him he didn’t want it. The main reason to get him up here was so he could make decisions for himself.


So where am I going with this? Dad’s health is stable now and he will live for many years with dialysis. He’s here now not because he needs our caregiving, but because he is broke and he and his wife are miserable living together. He’s not a bad person but he drives us a little nuts by leaving messes in his wake (food and feces) and just being in our space all the time. But if I try to tell him that it’s time to figure out how to get him back in his home with his wife, I know he would first argue about how his needs can’t be met (they live in a very remote area and won’t figure out how to make it work someplace where dialysis is available) and ultimately would choose to just stop treatment and die.


So, I can either let him stay here and mooch while he passes all his income to his wife, or he will effectively kill himself.


I appreciate that so many here have it so much worse. But, I feel like I’m even more resentful because the care I’m providing (I do take him to doctors, order all his ostomy supplies, and of course room and board) is worse because he and his wife could manage if they tried and made some sacrifices, they just prefer to take from me and my family. My poor wife is at her wits end.


Anyway, if anyone sees a way out here I am all ears. Did I screw up by challenging him to make his own choice about dialysis? Am I just stuck for the next 5 or more years?

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NiceGuy, glad he's on his way.

Remember, if he decides to come back, you are no longer going to be subsidizing him, nor have him living in his home.

If he and wife can't live together, he needs to see a divorce attorney to get a settlement that will allow him to live independently.

Stand strong.
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Well, it happened. This weekend I took him to the airport and he is back in his home with his wife. He texted while traveling to let me know when he arrived at his destination airport. I texted him today just to check in and wish him luck with his first treatment at the new dialysis center. No response as of yet, and I suspect his wife may have confiscated his phone (there was talk before he left that this would happen). Will wait and see whether I get anything from him. I did not transfer all of the info needed for them to order his ostomy supplies, so they'll have to reach out eventually!
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Beatty Nov 2022
Encourage Dad to connect to staff at the dialysis centre. Dialysis patients have to spend a good amount of time with these nurses.. hopefully there is one or two he can chat with, can speak freely to if life is getting too hard.

His wife may or may not be able to offer the support he will need.

A nurse or his Doctor can refer him to a Social Worker service - to help him if he does need more support at home. Eg adding home services, arranging a family meeting with his wife, caregiver training for her or even look into respite accommodation.

The more LOCAL people in his support team will lessen the risk he panics & flies back to your doorstep for the next crises.
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Hi all, again I don't know that anyone really wanted an update but I thought that since many people did express their concern I would give one. My dad's flight is set for the weekend prior to Thanksgiving, he decided he would rather avoid the holiday travel season than stay for the holiday. He has gotten set up with a dialysis center near his home and will just be returning as a patient to all of his prior docs.

Last week he and his wife once again had a dust-up and he said, "I might not be going after all." He basically had to threaten divorce/cutting her off for that to resolve. Then last weekend he was hospitalized for having a very high resting heart rate, but even by the time we arrived at the hospital it seemed to have calmed down substantially. Hospital found he was anemic (very low hemoglobin) and gave him a blood transfusion, but they never found a cause and discharged him. I thought he might try to use this as a reason why he needed to stay, but fortunately he did not. I do think stress from their argument could be a contributing factor.

We've got 3 weeks to go and I am hanging on for a bumpy ride. But he knows the deal, either get taken to the airport or be taken to the bank and SS office. I still don't feel great because I fully expect that I may never see him again once he leaves, but I try to keep telling myself that mooching off your kid to avoid your dysfunctional marriage is not good for his soul and I really am helping him by taking this option off the table. I agreed to give him an amount of money each year equal to his insurance's out of pocket maximum (its not that much), so if he doesn't get the medical treatment he wants/needs it is completely on him. I try to give him dignity of choice, I think he is making the wrong choice, but I've got to let him make it and there's nothing more to do.
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BurntCaregiver Oct 2022
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You're doing the right thing. You will be living a much happier and less stressful life when your father goes home.
There's an old saying about people making their beds and having to lie in them. The choices your father made in his life are the reason why he's in a miserable marriage and has to mooch off of his child. None of it is your fault and has nothing to do with you.
You do not owe him anything. So anything you do for him like helping him financially is anact of kindness from your own good heart. Whatever you do, DO NOT allow him to move back in with you.
Who says you won't see him again? You could travel to where he lives and stay in a hotel. You can stay in touch with him.
I think it may be helpful to your father if he was put in touch with some services for people who live with an abusive spouse. Your step-mother is abusive and your father should be able to contact people that will help him if she becomes too much for him to deal with. He may also be interested in consulting a divorce lawyer.
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Why aren't you demanding his check to pay for his care? You should set a timeline for that. 2 weeks. To bad if his wife gets mad. To bad if she has to move. When he leaves he can take his check with him fir his care. His wife can take him back. If he goes to the hospital refuse to take him back. The social worker can set something up with him and his wife. Tell them you are not taking him back. They have seen that before.
Remember wedding vows? Well there's in sickness written in there. So she needs to step up. Stop being the martyr and taking their life on. The wife should be doing the caring. To bad if they fight. He married HER. You should be saving for your retirement. Not spending it on him.
DEvander that money now. If he says no and it's time for dialysis he better call an Uber. Better get a motel. Better call your wife. Narcissists will make you feel guilty, make you feel shame.
When you were growing up could you lay in bed all day, or skip school week after week? No because there was house rules. You need to get some. Tell him your money is tapped out. Maybe a few days at the motel would make him realize he needs to step up and do something.
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Hi Niceguy,
You do sound like a nice guy who is getting treated badly.
I am in a similar situation with my father and stepmother. My stepmother wants my father just for his money and is not treating him well as he gets older. I feel sorry for you as you clearly have your own family to care for, but it is hard to watch your own father suffer in a situation of his own making.
It is wrong for your stepmother to take your father's money, and offer no money at all to you for looking after him. Can you contact social security and tell them your father is no longer living with his wife? They will probably stop (or cut back) the social security payments then. Or take your father into the office and get the social security money paid into a different account so the stepmother cannot get it.
What does your father want to do? Either he goes back to her or he doesn't.
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You are right giving him until Thanksgiving is way too generous. Based on your original post dad will do nothing between now and Thanksgiving to get himself setup to move out and will go back to his wife when your thanksgiving deadline comes around. He will stop all his treatments and you will receive the health emergency phone call in short order.

In your first post you say your own financial predicament is tight so your financing his living expenses is not feasible. You have your own family to take care of.

There is section 8 housing available for low income seniors. But you have to sign up early as there are waiting lists. You cannot be your dads solution financially or for housing anymore.

I suggest having weekly progress meetings with dad about how his lining up things are going and if his plan is to just move back to Florida then you need to consider moving up the time line. There is no reason to delay the inevitable. It's just a waste of your time.

And Florida is old people heaven. There should be plenty of resources he can access and get help from.
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So just a quick check in, since many of you have expressed concern, of which I continue to be appreciative. I have laid it out for my father and told him that he can stay through Thanksgiving, but needs to be moved out after that. I realize this sounds like a long time, but he has many doctors, dialysis treatment etc. to set up, so I am trying to be generous in giving plenty of time for everything to be set up for a smooth transition. My wife is on board with this timeline.

As you might imagine, the stuff has hit the fan regarding the level of drama from my dad and his wife. He is going to go back down south, where they will despise living together and he will struggle to be able to get the medical treatment he needs. From there it seems it will only be a matter of time until he either passes away from lack of treatment, or calls me to say they are divorcing and he needs my help again. I suspect that in the end I will have to subsidize his living expenses to have his own place - he won't be able to afford it on his own and the only other alternative would be to take him in again...which would kind of defeat the purpose of what I am doing now.

It all feels very unsatisfactory, but I think this is just what happens when people fail to prepare for old age. I expect that since this is a caregiving forum none of you reading this really needed another example, but here it is anyway.
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Llamalover47 Jul 2022
NiceGuyInLast: Thank you for your update.
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@NiceGuyinLast, I feel actually sick to my stomach reading of this freeloader situation you are enabling. You use your and your wife’s money for your father’s care, and the funds and care and attention that should be aimed towards your special-needs son is instead aimed towards your selfish, lazy, wily father.

I am sick to my stomach NOT about your situation, nor your father’s, but I am thinking with sympathy of your poor wife who is being taken advantage of, and even more so about your special-needs son, who requires all of your love and effort right now.

You yourself said your child got into your dad’s feces and unwittingly spread it around due to your father failing to clean up properly. Unacceptable. In fact TERRIBLE. This alone shows that your son isn’t getting the needed attention to keep him safe. Fecal contamination of your household surfaces is bad news.

While you lavish all this attention and money on your father, are you considering who is going to do the same for your son when he is an adult who will (presumably) need special care at great cost?

You are destroying your special-needs son’s entire future, not to mention your own retirement, and possibly your wife’s good mental and physical well-being, by wrongly favoring your father.

You need to straighten this out quick.
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NiceGuyInLast Jul 2022
You misread my message. My son did not get into anything, specifically because of the attention we give him. The point is that we have to be even more vigilant because this risk is present. Thank you for your concern though.
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Good news, but, give him some kind of deadline so he needs to take it seriously.
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Nice Guy, it’s good news that you are looking at things differently. One more comment about the ‘conversation’ you are planning. Don’t think of it as a ‘conversation’, think of it as an ‘ultimatum’. In a conversation, you have a respectful exchange of opinions, and you are open to changing your mind. That’s not where you need to be.
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I really appreciate getting so many perspectives from everyone who has replied, even if much of it has been hard to hear. I have been considering therapy.

I did speak with my dad a week or two ago about how we can’t go on like this. I told him he needs to talk to his wife to get on the same page about a sustainable arrangement, which this is not. He didn’t say much and I’m pretty sure he hasn’t spoken to her about it. I think he just hopes I am venting and can let it blow over. This weekend my wife is out of town and I will ask him if he had that talk with his wife. If he hasn’t then I will get her on the phone and talk to them together.

Thanks again.
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SnoopyLove Jul 2022
Thank you for the update, NiceGuy! I am pulling for you.
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It’s time for therapy for you. All options seem bleak. You want to change the dynamic, but you don’t like the potential consequences. I understand.

I think you need professional help to help you decide your next steps and to provide you support with the consequences.

Please do it soon or this could permanently affect your marriage.
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You aren’t stuck unless you want to be. It isn’t fair to you for his wife to take all of the income and you take all of the expense of caring for your dad. I get it that they hate each other. I take it that this is not your mother he’s married to now. You must do something about this even if he continues to live with you. However, it doesn’t sound to me like he’s going to live much longer. You say five years, but I doubt it.
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If he doesn't want to go back to his wife, he needs to divorce her and start receiving his social security so that he can support himself. This "arrangement" is convenient to him and convenient to his wife, but not convenient for you and your family. You've helped him over a hump. He needs to stand on his own two feet now.
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Completely ILLEGAL for wife to get his SS without him! Report it immediately to SSA
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Please forgive me in advance if I seem a bit sharp and mean, but I speak plainly and often it can be interpreted as a bit harsh.

Throw your freeloading father who pays nothing, the hell out of your house and send him packing back to his wife.

With all respect to you, why on earth would allow such a situation?

If your father is miserable with his wife, that is for him to sort out not you.

In the meantime while you're finding solutions to your father's situation, DEMAND that HALF of ALL the monthly income that he and his wife have coming in be handed over to you. No more freeloading in your house. Call the wife and tell her that husbands are also entitled to half of everything. Not just wives.
Make preparations to send him home. If your father starts making suicide threats that he'll kill himself if you send him home, call an ambulance and have him commited for a 72-hour psychiatric hold. Tell the paramedics he's threatening to take his life. I guarantee a couple days in a psych ward will stop him using such threats to get his own way.
If he threatens that he'll stop all treatment if he's sent home, tell him that's his choice to do as he wishes, but he cannot live at your house anymore, nor will you allow him to die there.
Then buy the plane ticket and send him home. Either he can work things out with his wife, or he can get divorced. His wife can take some responsibility.
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I have an answer. He needs to get a divorce. This frees him up for disability and/or social security along with income based healthcare. It would also qualify him for his own subsidized housing. His wife should not get all the assets and none of the responsibility. That not how marriage works.
Also, I wouldn't be so quick to dismiss his desire not to receive dialysis. It is a quality of life issue that each person has the right to determine for themselves.
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NiceGuyInLast hasn't been back in a week now. I think this part of his one response says it all:

"what I'm saying is I don't want him to die; I want him to change. But he won't change. So I either have to keep him comfortable so he'll continue to choose to live, or make him uncomfortable one way or another, which at a certain point will result in him choosing to die. I think many here are saying its his choice so I shouldn't feel bad, but how could you not feel bad about a parent choosing to die? (Painful terminal illness excepted.) Especially if you can prevent it? I would carry that weight the rest of my life. "

He isn't going to do anything to change the situation.

His poor wife!
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BurntCaregiver Jul 2022
I highly doubt the father will just let himself die. The OP needs to grow a set and stand up to the father. Stop allowing him to use the threat of suicide or stopping treatment as a way to get what he wants.
That's abuse and no one has to live with abuse.
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I am not clear why he doesn't go home to his wife?
Why are you allowing him to continue to live with you, since you are not content with this situation?

You need to put yourself, and your family, first.
If you do not, you will (continue to) resent your dad and continually argue.
If he is of sound mind, it is up to him to make his own choices about dialysis, isn't it (or am I confused by your question).

If he can manage, why don't you let him or why are you putting yourself in a victim situation as if you have to do what is his, and his wife's responsibility?

You are only stuck for however many years if you decide to be.
Why can't you tell him to go home? Why don't you set limits and boundaries, based on your own and your wife's needs? You say he and his wife 'could manage if they tried. . . ' well, why don't you "let" them - or insist on them taking on their responsibilities? If he is having issues with his wife, this is up to him to figure out and decide what to do, isn't it.

Why are you putting yourself in the middle of something you don't want to be in the middle of and don't have to be?

You sound like you feel like a victim as you do not appear to have feelings of self-worth to set boundaries to put yourself and your wife first. Your behavior sounds as if you have a family history of trauma. If I were you, I would get into counseling / therapy as soon as possible to sort out your feelings and decisions.
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Very little if any compassion in the answers here… Pack him up and sending him back! Get his check! Make him pay!

You are a remarkable person, but you need to live your own life. Talk with a social worker at Adult Services and let them guide you to placement in a care facility.

They will help and get the benefits he is entitled. You may also want to discuss preparing a Will, DPOA, medical POA and living will. Hope all works out. Seniors deserve their last days to be filled with joy.
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MargaretMcKen Jul 2022
The compassion came earlier, in taking Dad in. It got a bit old to be the doormat.

Not all seniors “deserve their last days to be filled with joy”, just like not all of them are going to heaven - according to the Bible. And for all of us, we rarely find that Best Seller entitled “The Joy of Old Age”.
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yes contact ss ad get his money he is lucky to have you
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OMG what a stressful situation you are in - he should be giving you all his money and she should keep hers. If you going to do all that work she should not get that money. If you can arrange to get his share of his money you can get a little help.
if you are going to let him stay you should get the money.
you must feel trapped, and it is not fair for the wife who is not doing any work to have his money. Getting his money and an aid in for a few hours would help you.
I wish you the best in getting this very unfair situation in control
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NiceGuyInLast: For all intents and purposes, your father appears to be taking advantage of your niceness. It's rather appalling that he's letting you bankroll his expenses, all the while knowing that he has good insurance from a former employer. You cannot continue cleaning up toxic/human waste products that he leaves. His living accommodations must not be your home. In short, you'll have to be less ACCOMMODATING.
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You're managing his expenses right now without him kicking in a dime, so if his check came to him (as it should) that money could be used entirely for his care - to help you and your family care for him. A little housekeeping, etc.

If he and the wife cannot live together, great. But if they live apart each should get their own SS check. Not that difficult to change the address and bank account for his own check to be deposited. Has he ever said why it's ok for the wife to spend both checks? Also, is their house in both names? Has he ever said he wants a divorce or if he plans to live with her again?

A 'little' equity in a house would indicate there is still a payment due, but some equity has been built. You say 'they' aren't interested in living a little closer to where dialysis is more convenient, however it appears he was more than willing to get out of the remote residence and move to where you are. Stepmom may want to stay where she is, but have you asked her what her plan is concerning dad's care? Maybe initiate the conversation with her to get input from her - maybe dad could be part of a group phone call with all of you.

You aren't stuck at all. Now that dad is more stable, talk with him about the extra work your wife (and you) have with him there. Ask if he'd like to see about a facility to move to -- especially since he isn't that keen on getting out of the chair or moving about, and his medical needs could be met. Tell him your own funds are getting tight and you now understand the expenses of living to old age and/or having health problems. If he's not interested in facility near you, he still has the option to return to his wife and home. He does have options and he has a check that needs to be following him wherever he goes.
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You are stuck…I am too with my 95 yr old father-in-law. Similar circumstances. We take them in when they are acutely ill cuz we live too far away to manage their care long distance…THEN due to our care with arranging new doc’s a few hospital admissions and then they are off and running with no plan to return home. In my case a brother and sister in law were to take him every 6 mod. But wait now they figure it doesn’t work for them so here we are stuck!
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TouchMatters Jul 2022
He isn't stuck.
He creates a situation where he believes he doesn't have any choice in this matter. He does. His dad can go home to his wife and live in his own house.
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No, you didn't screw up. But, I do wonder WHY after being estranged for so long you decided to do this. If it's not working with dad living with you and he and ur stepmom don't get along, why not look into an AL or a NH? Why should you and your wife suffer because your dad is trying to take advantage of you, and your step mom won't honor her marriage vows-in sickness and in health-
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Absolutely, contact social sec to get his checks sent to an account local to you. Do this yesterday.
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Call Adult Protective Services and have them figure out where to place Dad as you are done with nursing and he has no where to go and you are NOT financially responsible for him: they will take care of it and apply for Medicaid if he's broke. His legal issues and banking issues need to be addressed too.
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TouchMatters Jul 2022
Yes. Perfect support / advice.
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Maybe that is one of the reasons for being estranged from this man in the first place. You stepped in it big time. Were you trying to prove to your Dad that you are a good son? Never go there if what he showed you in the past and you chose to ignore it. People rarely change.

Now you have the choice to unload Dad fast or you can continue with his care.
PS: Your sister was right to stay estranged.
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At the very least, you need to help him transfer his own Soc Sec benefits into a bank account you and he own so at least he will be paying for some of his own care, supplies and room and board.

That might alleviate some of ypur resentment if you do decide to keep him in your home for his own well-being.
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